I wanted to thank everyone for the comments and emails.... they did cheer me up

I dont know why the only time I feel like writing is when Im down.... never when Im 'little miss sunshine' or whatever... ok, very rarely am I little miss sunshine (although you should watch that movie!) - but that seems to be what people automatically think of me when we meet - I have no idea why.... other than Im "cute".....

I probably had something really profound that I wanted to put in here, but as always my mind has drawn a blank.... hopefully Ill think of it soon.... ugh, gotta hate that.... but I do have to say that for all my complaining.... I am so desperately blessed that most days I cant stand it.....

i love you all